They were always in my mind.
The questions, the questions I seeked answers to!
The questions about life, creation,
the purpose of human existence.
All this pain for WHAT?!
If there is a god above us,
then why do the innocent suffer?
I have been praying to god all my life and yet, I cry!
I am the victim, I’m being wronged
before everyone, every time!
Has god forgotten me?
Is he as heartless as the wicked people around me,
who are hysterically laughing at my misery?
“I would be better off without his imaginary
existence in my life” I felt after a while.
But I was wrong!
As I grew up, I learnt God was there with me.
It were his ways of making me stronger in life.
It were the miracles that he granted me
in the form of co-incidences
I also realised that I, a human am very
naive to comprehend his omniscience.
I crossed those hurdles without
baring any scars in my mind.
All I had to do was open the doors of my heart
so I could accept his blessings.
So, no matter how many superior minds
question his existence.
The only ones to truly experience God’s miracles,
are the ones who faithfully believe in him.
He was there, he is, and will always be!