You know you want to achieve it,
You want it so bad!
Wanting to know the unknown,
and explore the oblivion.
You’re hungry to get all they have,
but you pretend it doesn’t matter to you.
While all it does to you,
is deeply wound your soul.
Put a crack through your heart,
and lunacy through your head.
Your eyes try to see them in contempt,
although they can clearly see through the grace.
The envy is filled up in your chest,
waiting to erupt in form of curses and criticism.
Your mind doesn’t agree with the reality,
the agony catches even more fire over time.
The unfulfilled wishful thinking,
leads you to the path of self-destruction.
Devastating the path of peace and serenity,
leaving the mind useless in the body of a living dead.
And all that what remains is,
the futile residue of hatred and fear.
Which was once a wholesome ambition,
full of dreams and good spirit!